| so my life sucks! i dont know what i am doing anymore. i thought i had everything planned for my future but it all is going down the drain... i was going to go to Europe and live there for a while and go to cilinary school in Italy (still might do) i was goig to go to gaulladett university and study to be an interpreter for the deaf, i was going go to Humboldt university (only because you didnt need to take the SAT or ACT) and study Anthropology/Paleintology (sill a possibility) but guess what, i now have to take either the SAT or ACT. my life sucks! so i dont know what to do... i stopped going to church and youth group because i am struggling with my faith. My earth/enviroment class is making believe other things, other ways that life could have evolved, and im finding myself beleivening in evolutionary theories over christianity beliefs. its weird but did you ever think how the world would be if the Biublw was never written, the world would be chaos, because our whole economy and laws no matter where you are from is based on the biblical laws and commandments... so other religions have Allah, or Buddah, Johovah, according to them all religions lead to the same path, the same afterlife (should there be one), but christians are not like that if you dont believe in God you will be sent to Hell, no ifs, ands or buts... i dont get it. True the bible is a historical document that gives us guidlines as a way of living, how do we know the Koran is not true. how do we know for a PROVEN fact that every detail in the Bible actually happened? there is no possible way to ever know that those events actually happened. where are the dinosaurs mentioned in the bible? i have never reda a passage about the dinosaurs, if there is onw please tell me. but if there isnt why not? we know for a PROVEN FACT they existed about 65 million years ago. why are the other planets up there in space just for looks, isnt that vain to think we are the only life form in teh universe, there is proof that there used to be lakes if not oceans on mars, which leads to the possibility that there could have been life on mars at one point in time... i dunno i need answers. im not saying i dont believe in God, because i have seen some pretty weird and awesome things, but i have my doubts. so according to chritianity i am going to hell if i was to die today. (you CANNOT be luke warm, you are either HOT or COLD...)
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